TEN things you want to say to TEN different people.]

* I love you sooo much, you're like my best friend in the entire world. Always have been. I wish that you could see how awesome you are, instead of worrying about what you think isn't as great. If we could switch places for like one second you would be able to see how hilarious, and fun and sweet, and pretty you are.

* You're a stupid asshole. I hate you. I wasn't going to ever date you again, and I think it's stupid that you were expecting it after everything you've done to me. I talked to you, and dealt with you shit for over two years. I'm done. I've been done. Shut up, leave me alone, let me be happy.

* You're amazing. I really, really, really, really like you a lot. I don't think that's going to change. But some stuff does make me worried. I'm trying really hard to ignore it, or just try and talk to you about it. But no matter You make my life a lot better. You make me really happy. I hope I'm doing the same thing for you.

* I'm happy that we're getting closer again. I missed you a lot. But, I think we still need to talk. I'm still hurt.

* I'm so happy for youuu! Please, please, please don't mess it up by being mean. You're not a mean person, but you can hurt people easily. I don't want you to hurt them and have everyone end up sad.

* You have no friends. I laugh.

* Weird as hell, you guys are dating? I didn't see that coming. Can we say awkward? Kelsey can.

* Don't hurt her a second time. I feel like one time was enough.

* Nikon D40 SLR, Nikon D40 SLR...

* I'm not trying to fight with you, because you are one of my good friends. I just still resent you for a lot of things. I'm still hurt, I just really don't care about him anymore. And I don't like this whole picking sides business.


[ NINE things about yourself ]

* I hate the way I look, and talk, and everything. I don't get how other people like any of it.
* I really like making people laugh.
* I get hurt by really little things.
* My brain works in weird ways that I don't think I can convey well to people.
* I cannot dance. Or play Dance Dance Revolution with anyone that isn't Caitlin, any where but at one of our houses.
* I like clothes, and fashion. But I'm too fat to look good in what I want to wear.
* I think I get it fights with people too easily.
* I automatically hate people that don't like my friends. I don't see why you wouldn't. I have by far the best friends in the entire world. They are the most fun, hilarious, cool, caring people I know.
* I'm way too in to Tetris.

[ EIGHT ways to win my heart ]

* If you can make me laugh.
* If you don't want to change me.
* Let me cry, and let me talk to you. Talk back.
* Be sweet.
* Don't smother.
* Kissessss and huggssss.
* Like music.
* Like me for me. Because I'm going to like you for you. Not how you look.

[ SEVEN things that cross your mind alot ]

* Stop that eating fatty, get your butt on a treadmill.
* Hair, makeup, hair, makeup. Do it. All the time. Look okay.
* Bangkok Kitchen.
* Frankkkk, and that he's amazing. ._.
* I love my friends.
* Shut up Dad. Don't mess with my little sister.
* Keep trying to be happy. I don't want to go back to how I was before.

[ SIX things you couldn't live without ]
* My friends and family.
* Love.
* Medication.
* Hair/makeup products.
* Happiness.
* A shower.

[ FIVE turns off ]

* Fake people.
* Drugs and Alchohol, and the people that do them.
* When people say they're your friends, but as soon as you leave the room the say something nasty about you.
* Egotistical People.
* When people act like you're too stupid to do simple tasks.

[ FOUR turn ons ]

* Being drug and alchohol free.
* Good at kissing. c;
* Loving my friends like I love them.
* Loving people for thier personalities, not for their looks and social status.

[ THREE smileys that describe your life ]

* <333
* C;
* DDDDDDD;

[ TWO things you want to do before you die]

* Get married and have a family. Never divorce. Be in love. (They go together for me.)
* Have a job that I love, where I can help people and become a better person. (Ie, army, doctor.)

[ ONE confession ]
* I'm afraid of nearly everything in one way or another.